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as if the nausea and pain isn't enough with gall bladder issues... lawd. let's talk about how dumb my morning was. first of all, G and i both woke up at 4am. yes, 4am. gross. we both tried to go back to sleep. i put him in our bed (judge me...i dont care) but we both just flip flopped til we gave up. around 4:45 he said "i need sompin (something) to eat." so we got up and made pancakes. then i left at 5:15 to squeeze in my last workout before surgery tomorrow. G was funny. when i came back he said "why did you leave to run in the dark?" i said i didn't run in the dark. he said "oh you went to common?" ha i love it. he calls uncommon athlete "common." speaking of working out, last night while i was making supper he got down on the floor and said he was doing push ups like mom. too cute. he was on his knees though. mom doesn't do them on her knees. ok so i got back from UA. took a shower and then ate my bfast. while G co

hmm, instead of rewriting a long story i will simply copy & paste the email i have shared with TAs, Inc, friends and family this week...then add details after. yikes. here goes nothing! this is so wild. and such a long story. i figured i'd save myself some time and email y'all together :) ok so probably early january i watched a sermon series from andy stanley. one question he asked was...what breaks your heart? i have thought and prayed about that for months. not super sure of the answer. but i knew it was no longer TA work. my passion has been gone. mmk, so fast forward to me talking to dee dee and derik about feeling discontent and ready to move on... thursday i met with dee dee. before we met i knew leaving TAs was what God was leading me to do. i've struggled with that because the planner/controller in me has wanted to find something else like...last month. ha. so i did start asking around about tsys and various jobs. even while asking about job