it really is strange...this anxiety
y'all. anxiety sucks. i've never dealt with anything like this in my life. since last november i have had dizzy spells, lightheadedness, some nausea and felt off balance. do you KNOW how annoying that is?????? when i'm brushing my teeth i feel like i'm going to fall forward. even sitting here now i feel heavy headed and just not myself. i don't feel stressed. i do NOT sit around and think about terrible things or "what ifs" or worry about my life so it frustrates me that i have to deal with the physical symptoms. i sure do wish i understood why. i feel like a bad christian. like i should be able to pray past this! but it's still hanging around. i am taking medication and i guess it helps some. i do covet prayers. i want so badly to feel like myself again!!! dealing with something like anxiety is lonely. i sometimes get jealous that other people just "feel normal" and can go on about their lives doing whatever they want to do