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so.many.emotions.

I got a text from a friend on Sunday reminding me that this time last year we were both packing up our houses for a cross country move. Oh all the emotions came flooding back! I texted my mom and told her I could still feel every emotion from that time. I remember feeling afraid. Certain, but afraid. I knew we were doing what God called us to. But that didn’t take away fear of the unknown. New Mexico? What in the world? EVERYTHING in my life was upside down. I like everything in its place. My purse goes in the same place every day when I get home, my boots are lined up in a specific order in my closet. Only certain things are allowed on the kitchen counter, etc. Yes, I am that girl.   (I do have some grace for Jay and G J some.) But for over a month my house was a mess. Boxes, a million to do lists, empty places where sold furniture used to sit. It was too much. My heart was excited, afraid and sad. I was sad to leave my family. I’d never lived in a d