just because

i'm not doing a very good job of resting in the Lord right now. i'm disappointed in myself. i KNOW He's faithful. Gabe is proof that He is. everything right now just feels chaotic, confusing, kinda up in the air. i dont function to well like that! i dont like jobs hanging over my head. i dont like not being able to start & finish a task quickly! i am a list maker. i like things in order. i am kinda ocd. moving is the complete opposite of ALL those things. Lord help me! in other news, i have a pretty darn fabulous family. i got to hang out with my family on saturday and sunday. they are so fun. i dont know what i'd do without them. they make me laugh. today i called my dad just so he could tell me everything would be alright. i am beyond grateful that i can simply pick up the phone and be encouraged. jay does the same thing for me. if i get scared he can just hug me and i calm down. he'll be doing a lot of that in the next month or so. my mom - i cant e

today i'm going to rant about things. so just bare with me. first, i'd like to talk about expensive things. overpriced really... like chill & other yogurt places. don't get me wrong, i know the yogurt is good & it's a fun place to meet friends, etc. but seriously?! why would i want to pay that much money for ONE serving of yogurt when i can hit up publix and buy a GALLON for the same price. ridiculous.  same goes for brusters & other ice cream places...no thanks. i hope i dont offend the owners of these places. but what are the odds they read my blog!? ha. here goes more... these boutiques in town - KILL ME. thanks for posting on fb every shirt & dress that comes in your store. sure, it's cute. but again, seriously?! i dont want to pay $60 for a shirt. notice my name has never been tagged in their postings. they don't even know i exist. why isn't everything in the dollar store $1? why does walmart have 40 lanes and only open 2?